Is it when I don’t see your name in my call log
or when I start calling you by your first name?
Is it when long nights are made longer because there is no one to talk to
or when you look away?
Is it when I can’t smell you on my clothes anymore
Or when your number begins to slip from my mind?
Is it when I stop thinking of you
Or when I stop dreaming of your eyes?
Is it when I don’t recognize the expression on your face
or when you have your hands around her waist?
Is it when I haven’t seen you in nine months
or when you haven’t kissed me in eleven?
Is it when you are no longer the voice whispering in my ear
or when he sings our song and I hum along?
Is it when everything seems smaller because I can’t tell you about it
Or is it when I try not think of you when I wake up?
Is it when I hope the timing was wrong
or is it when I hope the chemistry was amiss?
Is it when I sleep with his breath on my neck
Or is it when your words leave my head?
Is it when you lie to me
or is it when you walk away?
When do I stop loving you?
Is it when you give up on me
or is it when I give in?
You left, you were right
now let go of my mind
Stop growing in, filling the vessels
the veins, the words
When do you stop loving?
When do I stop loving you?